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me: [walking past book store]
me: [bREATHES HEAVILY]
mom: no

i don’t want to be all “oh i’m so ugly and so fat and everyone hates me and i’m so untalented” because it’s like i’m fishing for compliments or something and i don’t want to do that?? but that’s just how i feel sometimes and like it’s dumb that you can’t have opinions on yourself without other people telling you to shut up like sorry this is how i feel

(Source: urbancatfitters, via brb-textinq)

infinitenap:

friend
strengthandhonorareherclothing:

Sometimes I pretend that you are. In my imagination, we have a lot of fun. We have a lot of beautiful moments, serious moments where I open up to you and you accept and reassure me, and moments where you are amazed by me. I will likely never accept the fact that you do not, and may never know that I even exist - literally. Until so many years have passed that it is impossible for us to meet, I will not accept this fact and I will not give up on the dream that we can share the times we’ve had in my imagination for real some day. You are one of my greatest and wildest dreams. Like the saying goes, the bigger the dream the smaller the competition. I’m a firm believer in that saying. My biggest fear is that if we ever do meet, you will say that I am too young for you. And my second biggest fear is that we will never meet. No one could compare to you. You are perfect and imperfect in all the right ways. I believe you are my soul mate. We have so much in common, in so many different ways and areas. I believe that we would compliment each other well. Yes, I often forget the times we have shared are just something I’ve made up. And I’m stubborn in the way that I have no desire to give up my dream of letting them become real.

guttedcorpse:

I really hope this works out. I need something good in my life for once.

   I never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person.

hhumanoid:

le0o:

lol me everyday

same
me 50% of the time: I want to do well in school and make my parents proud and wear pretty clothes and do yoga and drink green tea and be in control of my life
me the other 50%: I want to drink too much and not care about anyone and kiss boys whose names I don't remember and always go out with my friends and be out of control